Hehehehhehe.
I have never been so excited that it is the end of someone ELSE's exam period. <3
So Yang is pretty much done with his testing period (except for a semi-long term bit of writing that he'll take care of throughout the week), and not only does that mean he said he'd give all of you what you've been demanding in an appearance on this blog, but he gave me a bit of what I've been craving for over a week too.
A good, long, completely dominating hypnosis session. ^^
And the induction was AMAZING. Not just amazing, it was absolutely BRILLIANT.
I had been wearing a grey t-shirt with a superhero logo on the front, like the Superman S, though on the back the word "supergirl" had faded to nothing... and it obviously inspired him...
We started talking about little fetishes, you know, and right then I knew I was in "trouble". *wink* The good kind of trouble, of course. We were talking about strange fetishes that we didn't completely understand (not think are wrong, but just don't find all that arousing), like asphyxiation, and that led me to say that I find things like a hand covering my mouth really hot, because it makes it feel like there's something wrong about what was happening, and, of course, the feeling of domination too...
Yang then started talking about how that was actually something he thought was quite hot too, especially if done creeping up behind me and just slipping a hand over my mouth as he pulled me to him and whispered some rather relaxing words to sooth my alarm... (I just got goosebumps re-imagining it...)
Of course, just the mention of him whispering my trance trigger in my ear calmed me down just a bit, and that's actually when I was completely and hopelessly lost... (from the start, of course, though don't tell Yang, it's a secret... he's had me since the very beginning... <3).
And that's when Super Villain Yang began his advance, and fight as SuperYin might, she was no match for the skill of such twisted, sinister, sexiness, and with the assurance that she need not worry about ANYTHING anymore, just relaxing, that that's all she was supposed to do, all she was here for... she sank into the shadows of his dark power... hehehee.
Unfortunately, Yang will need to give you all the juicy details of the actual things he did beyond that, as all I remember in the middle is being called a "super heroine puppet" and directed around as such, and feeling the itching need to fight the suggestions in the back of my mind, while at the same time being completely enthralled and unable to save myself, even after saving so many others... oh, and the phrase "Some superhero..." uttered right before I went completely under.
After that, there was more fun to be had, as the captivated and seduced super heroine puppet was teased and teased until her well earned release at the end... (well, it seemed well earned, at least...) But I'll leave it to Yang to give you the details on that too... he knows I'm comfortable with him sharing things with our readers... after all, you wouldn't come here to read this if you weren't at least a little curious... and as a kitten, I know how curiosity can lead to trouble... hehehe.... so anything he feels that he wants to share on the topic of just how he got me into posing, hypnotically tied up and blanked(? was it a blank? XD), and topless, and... heh, well, I won't steal your thunder Yang, just tell them all the stuff you found enjoyable, and I'm sure everyone reading will feel it is too. ^^
3...2....3... hehe 2... 1....
Do your magic, Master~!
You're so good at holding an reader captivated... ^^
x
(Oh, by the way, it wouldn't hurt--if there still isn't a post by him by the time you read this-- to comment below to give requests for information, what you want to hear more about in his post, give him more of a rubric so he has something more to build upon... )
((OH, AND YANG, BACK UP YOUR POST TO SOMETHING SO THE SAME THING DOESN'T HAPPEN!!))
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Grateful YinKitten
So... yea, some things that weren't supposed to happen happened today, on top of being quite ill and all... (Actually, it only started to get really bad around 10:40 this evening, a little more than an hour ago, after everything else had died down).
I really do need to say this though.
A lot of people have really distorted conceptions about D/s relationships, and it's time that's cleared up, because it's been on my mind.
First of all, people all have different things that they are looking for, I understand that. I understand that different people get off on different things, and for instance one submissive may love her Dominant to be strict and sinister, while another submissive just wants to feel secured to a person, and controlled, without having to worry about ever being harmed.
The main thing that must be present in a relationship, any relationship, but ESPECIALLY a D/s relationship is trust. If there is no trust in a D/s relationship, there cannot be a power exchange of any kind, and there cannot be a very longterm period.
Speaking from the point of view of a submissive who has had a few Dom(me)s in the past, I can wholeheartedly and honestly say that I have never felt so good about a D/s relationship before I was Yang's.
The reason, I've realised, is not because I'm hypnotised into believing that he's the Earth, Moon, and stars above (though I do think he's just about the best thing that's ever happened to me--on my own, I might add, not everything in my head is his doing). It's the fact that I submitted to him because I love him and trust him, as opposed to loving and trusting someone because I feel obligated to because that person "owns" me.
This said, for all the submissives out there, or curious people passing through, it is absolutely NECESSARY, and of the utmost importance when searching for a partner, to find a Dom(me) who you know for a fact is as concerned about your safety, wellbeing and pleasure as he or she is with his or her own.
The absolute WORST thing you can do is to find a Dom(me) who ONLY cares about what they want, and will stop at nothing to get it... you may not believe there are such people out there, but believe me, some people are, and I quote, "such unbelievable cocks"... and will take what they want from whom they want without a care for what damage it might do, or what the situation might be. >.>
In D/s relationship, the submissive sets the limits. It is nice to test the limits, and with time push the limits bit by bit, but a Dominant is only a good keeper if he or she lets it evolve at the submissives pace.
What does this long rant have to do with anything?
It's more like a long, drawn out, round-about thank you note to Master Yang, for letting me come out of my shell and come to terms with myself at my own pace, for always putting me as a person before me as a submissive, and for putting up with my absolute brat of a self, life does seem to be tough, doesn't it Master? ^^ Besides, you DO ultimately give me what I want, no matter how much I moan and groan about all your hypnosis deprivation. <3
With the above rubric in mind, my sexy Master Yang has not only sent me head over heels for the most fantastic man in the universe, but has me so tightly wound around his baby finger, that I neither have any hope, or any will to come undone anytime soon.
I love you, Master Yang. Thank you.
((Oh, and to my dear friends Michael and Mirehn~ I thousand thank yous to you too, for helping me out this evening, I was having a rough time, and I'm sure I was quite stubborn and difficult about the whole thing, but your company was greatly appreciated as well.))
I really do need to say this though.
A lot of people have really distorted conceptions about D/s relationships, and it's time that's cleared up, because it's been on my mind.
First of all, people all have different things that they are looking for, I understand that. I understand that different people get off on different things, and for instance one submissive may love her Dominant to be strict and sinister, while another submissive just wants to feel secured to a person, and controlled, without having to worry about ever being harmed.
The main thing that must be present in a relationship, any relationship, but ESPECIALLY a D/s relationship is trust. If there is no trust in a D/s relationship, there cannot be a power exchange of any kind, and there cannot be a very longterm period.
Speaking from the point of view of a submissive who has had a few Dom(me)s in the past, I can wholeheartedly and honestly say that I have never felt so good about a D/s relationship before I was Yang's.
The reason, I've realised, is not because I'm hypnotised into believing that he's the Earth, Moon, and stars above (though I do think he's just about the best thing that's ever happened to me--on my own, I might add, not everything in my head is his doing). It's the fact that I submitted to him because I love him and trust him, as opposed to loving and trusting someone because I feel obligated to because that person "owns" me.
This said, for all the submissives out there, or curious people passing through, it is absolutely NECESSARY, and of the utmost importance when searching for a partner, to find a Dom(me) who you know for a fact is as concerned about your safety, wellbeing and pleasure as he or she is with his or her own.
The absolute WORST thing you can do is to find a Dom(me) who ONLY cares about what they want, and will stop at nothing to get it... you may not believe there are such people out there, but believe me, some people are, and I quote, "such unbelievable cocks"... and will take what they want from whom they want without a care for what damage it might do, or what the situation might be. >.>
In D/s relationship, the submissive sets the limits. It is nice to test the limits, and with time push the limits bit by bit, but a Dominant is only a good keeper if he or she lets it evolve at the submissives pace.
What does this long rant have to do with anything?
It's more like a long, drawn out, round-about thank you note to Master Yang, for letting me come out of my shell and come to terms with myself at my own pace, for always putting me as a person before me as a submissive, and for putting up with my absolute brat of a self, life does seem to be tough, doesn't it Master? ^^ Besides, you DO ultimately give me what I want, no matter how much I moan and groan about all your hypnosis deprivation. <3
With the above rubric in mind, my sexy Master Yang has not only sent me head over heels for the most fantastic man in the universe, but has me so tightly wound around his baby finger, that I neither have any hope, or any will to come undone anytime soon.
I love you, Master Yang. Thank you.
((Oh, and to my dear friends Michael and Mirehn~ I thousand thank yous to you too, for helping me out this evening, I was having a rough time, and I'm sure I was quite stubborn and difficult about the whole thing, but your company was greatly appreciated as well.))
Thursday, January 17, 2008
UPDATE: 17/01/2008
Alright, so finals/exams are here for both the Yang and I, and Yang's post IS in the draft stage and had almost been posted, but there was a problem and the majority of the post got deleted, so we all have to be patient a little bit longer, as both the Yin and the Yang are swamped with school work.
Just so you know what to look forward to (and give Yang some sort of rubric):
~Yang's background and interest in hypnosis
~How Yang and I met
~Blank trigger
~Obedience trigger
~Bondage trigger <3 (my newest love-combined with blanking=hotttt)
~Bedtimes...
Amoung other exciting things!
Just so you know what to look forward to (and give Yang some sort of rubric):
~Yang's background and interest in hypnosis
~How Yang and I met
~Blank trigger
~Obedience trigger
~Bondage trigger <3 (my newest love-combined with blanking=hotttt)
~Bedtimes...
Amoung other exciting things!
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Petition to Get Yang to Post.
Here's the deal.
I say if we get enough demand, we can probably get Master Yang to post up all the fun stuff he's been doing to me lately. I'm sure that'll get your curiosity, believe me, you won't be disappointed, assuming that he actually posts it up.
So. I'm going to say, if we get at least 5 comments from different people, asking him nicely to share his juicy information, we'll have enough to pressure him into finally breaking down and posting. XP
(I'm going to get it later... >.< Even more reason for you to get him to post! XP)
Please?
For those people who don't have accounts, you can always comment under anonymous... if 5 doesn't work, we might need 10, so... tell your friends, and comment!
I say if we get enough demand, we can probably get Master Yang to post up all the fun stuff he's been doing to me lately. I'm sure that'll get your curiosity, believe me, you won't be disappointed, assuming that he actually posts it up.
So. I'm going to say, if we get at least 5 comments from different people, asking him nicely to share his juicy information, we'll have enough to pressure him into finally breaking down and posting. XP
(I'm going to get it later... >.< Even more reason for you to get him to post! XP)
Please?
For those people who don't have accounts, you can always comment under anonymous... if 5 doesn't work, we might need 10, so... tell your friends, and comment!
Friday, January 4, 2008
Mission: Possible
You know, I haven't made an actually hypnosis related post in a while, and since the Yang is out in town, I need to fill up the time any how.
It's funny how many common misconceptions about hypnosis there are... I mean, most of the people I talk to about it, at school say, when I tell someone that I have a British hypnotist friend, they give me a really strange look and think that I'm crazy. They either refuse to believe that it actually works, or they think it's some sort of brainwashing. Given, brainwashing DOES use hypnosis, BUT... hypnosis is not brainwashing. Not on it's own anyway.
I think it was Martin Orne who publicized the notion that a person couldn't be hypnotized if they did not want to be, nor could they be hypnotized to do something that they were actually morally opposed to.
This theory is debatable, seeing as how all the hypno-junkies I know seem to have a different opinion on it.
I think I believe in it, just because most of a person's morals are located in the subconscious, so therefore an immoral suggestion would have more of a chance to be rejected... but, also, if one targeted the morals themselves and tweaked them... that might actually work as well, it really all depends on the person and how strong he or she sets his or her morals.
However, even though I enjoy hypnosis as a part of BDSM mind control, that's not what it's all about, there are actually lines of work, even some that are growing in popularity recently, that use hypnosis, like hypno-anesthesiology for example, where patients undergoing surgery and are worried about the anesthesia can use hypnosis instead. And, of course hypnotherapy...
Which comes to the title of my post, hypnosis makes so many things possible, even if it's self hypnosis. Most of the people who have already visited this blog probably know everything I'm saying, but this is for the people with a small budding interest but no real background.
Hypnosis is not just a kinky, occult form of coercing someone's will; it is a real method for change and personal growth. <3
It's helped me so much, and... well... since my Master Yang is highly respectful of any limits that I may have at the time, all in all? It's probably why I'm such an addict to it in the first place. At least it's a healthy addiction, as is blogging, right? I mean, there are muuuuccccchhhhhhhhhh more awful things than self-improvement and making Master Yang happy. <3
So. Yea. There's the lecture for the day. Hehe.
*comment whores*
It's funny how many common misconceptions about hypnosis there are... I mean, most of the people I talk to about it, at school say, when I tell someone that I have a British hypnotist friend, they give me a really strange look and think that I'm crazy. They either refuse to believe that it actually works, or they think it's some sort of brainwashing. Given, brainwashing DOES use hypnosis, BUT... hypnosis is not brainwashing. Not on it's own anyway.
I think it was Martin Orne who publicized the notion that a person couldn't be hypnotized if they did not want to be, nor could they be hypnotized to do something that they were actually morally opposed to.
This theory is debatable, seeing as how all the hypno-junkies I know seem to have a different opinion on it.
I think I believe in it, just because most of a person's morals are located in the subconscious, so therefore an immoral suggestion would have more of a chance to be rejected... but, also, if one targeted the morals themselves and tweaked them... that might actually work as well, it really all depends on the person and how strong he or she sets his or her morals.
However, even though I enjoy hypnosis as a part of BDSM mind control, that's not what it's all about, there are actually lines of work, even some that are growing in popularity recently, that use hypnosis, like hypno-anesthesiology for example, where patients undergoing surgery and are worried about the anesthesia can use hypnosis instead. And, of course hypnotherapy...
Which comes to the title of my post, hypnosis makes so many things possible, even if it's self hypnosis. Most of the people who have already visited this blog probably know everything I'm saying, but this is for the people with a small budding interest but no real background.
Hypnosis is not just a kinky, occult form of coercing someone's will; it is a real method for change and personal growth. <3
It's helped me so much, and... well... since my Master Yang is highly respectful of any limits that I may have at the time, all in all? It's probably why I'm such an addict to it in the first place. At least it's a healthy addiction, as is blogging, right? I mean, there are muuuuccccchhhhhhhhhh more awful things than self-improvement and making Master Yang happy. <3
So. Yea. There's the lecture for the day. Hehe.
*comment whores*
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Addictions and things~<3
So, yes, I'm a hypnosis-junkie.
But, apparently Master Yang thinks I'm also addicted to blogging now, as part of my addictive personality. I'm not addicted, I'm merely typing up random things that people probably don't care to read while I wait for my Master to come around. <3
I'm going to work on that short story some more I think, because the Yang has an AWFUL voice on his answering machine, the woman on there has a worse British accent than me~! And that's pretty bad, if you haven't guessed... hehehe. Tooooooo nasal (her's not mine).
He promised he'd post up some things here soon, as the last couple of times I went under, I'm not exactly sure how many times, or what happened... so I'll leave it up to him.
Though... I DID get my "blank" trigger, which I'm in love with... it's so hot to think that I'm mindlessly obedient for the man I love... .<3
Especially after I tested out his 'control' and found I was deliciously wrapped around his little finger... ^^ Resistance is futiiileeee! *giggles*
Rawr.
So.
I'll give the floor to him so he can tell you alllll about just how well trained I am . <3 Providing he comes around soooon.
By the way, GIMME COMMENTS!!! I may be obedient to Yang, but I can still be a demanding brat to everyone elseeee! <333333333
But, apparently Master Yang thinks I'm also addicted to blogging now, as part of my addictive personality. I'm not addicted, I'm merely typing up random things that people probably don't care to read while I wait for my Master to come around. <3
I'm going to work on that short story some more I think, because the Yang has an AWFUL voice on his answering machine, the woman on there has a worse British accent than me~! And that's pretty bad, if you haven't guessed... hehehe. Tooooooo nasal (her's not mine).
He promised he'd post up some things here soon, as the last couple of times I went under, I'm not exactly sure how many times, or what happened... so I'll leave it up to him.
Though... I DID get my "blank" trigger, which I'm in love with... it's so hot to think that I'm mindlessly obedient for the man I love... .<3
Especially after I tested out his 'control' and found I was deliciously wrapped around his little finger... ^^ Resistance is futiiileeee! *giggles*
Rawr.
So.
I'll give the floor to him so he can tell you alllll about just how well trained I am . <3 Providing he comes around soooon.
By the way, GIMME COMMENTS!!! I may be obedient to Yang, but I can still be a demanding brat to everyone elseeee! <333333333
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
2008!~
So, happy new year everyone!
The Yang's internet is down, and he's off chatting with his sister I imagine, which means I'm bored, and have nothing better to do than to blog on the first of the new year. Hehe.
I started writing a short mind-control story, not sure how it will turn out, but I hope it'll be good, Master Yang says he'll be my editor and agent (hehe, well, before I post it somewhere that is), so... yea. I was trying to think of a name he'd like, since the characters are loosely based on us... though, not the same situations, because however much I love our relationship and such, for outsiders to be drawn into it and devour it, it needs a bit more drama and conflict. I'm a bit too submissive to cause conflict great enough to write a story about, unless I'm being a brat, but even then, at least I'm an obedient brat, right?
Any how, people should leave comments!!! Really, I love hearing people's reaction... I am American after all, I need attention and feed back! Really! It's not just a stereotype! Hehe. Americans, whether they know it or not, are COMPLETE attention whores. <3
So, yea, leave me messages by the posts, send out the URL to people you know are interested in something like this (friends of mine around home that I've given, send it to someone who knows me in person without my approval and I'll prove my citizenship yet again by exercising violent means... <3).
The Yang says I sound like Hermione Granger (Emma Watson) when I do a British accent. I'm not sure if that means it's somewhat convincing, or what... apparently he hates Hermione Granger, so... hehe, at least he assures me it's not because of the accent. <3 He says he's gonna make me speak in a British accent for an entire day sometime... I hope not to any British people... I'll make such a fool of myself... XD Silly American. <3
SO. COMMENT. NAO. Please? The Yang says I'm very nice when I want something, so... so you should comment. Because I love attention. (That might also be because I'm a cat though...) I'll even do you the honors of commenting you back, if I can be linked to your own blog.
Did anyone see Live Free, Die Hard? That movie was actually really good. ^^
Have a great time in the new year! Don't let your guard down around suspicious people in top hats with British accents and capes, with strange black and white swirly spirals for eyes... @.@ Hehe. Woot!
The Yang's internet is down, and he's off chatting with his sister I imagine, which means I'm bored, and have nothing better to do than to blog on the first of the new year. Hehe.
I started writing a short mind-control story, not sure how it will turn out, but I hope it'll be good, Master Yang says he'll be my editor and agent (hehe, well, before I post it somewhere that is), so... yea. I was trying to think of a name he'd like, since the characters are loosely based on us... though, not the same situations, because however much I love our relationship and such, for outsiders to be drawn into it and devour it, it needs a bit more drama and conflict. I'm a bit too submissive to cause conflict great enough to write a story about, unless I'm being a brat, but even then, at least I'm an obedient brat, right?
Any how, people should leave comments!!! Really, I love hearing people's reaction... I am American after all, I need attention and feed back! Really! It's not just a stereotype! Hehe. Americans, whether they know it or not, are COMPLETE attention whores. <3
So, yea, leave me messages by the posts, send out the URL to people you know are interested in something like this (friends of mine around home that I've given, send it to someone who knows me in person without my approval and I'll prove my citizenship yet again by exercising violent means... <3).
The Yang says I sound like Hermione Granger (Emma Watson) when I do a British accent. I'm not sure if that means it's somewhat convincing, or what... apparently he hates Hermione Granger, so... hehe, at least he assures me it's not because of the accent. <3 He says he's gonna make me speak in a British accent for an entire day sometime... I hope not to any British people... I'll make such a fool of myself... XD Silly American. <3
SO. COMMENT. NAO. Please? The Yang says I'm very nice when I want something, so... so you should comment. Because I love attention. (That might also be because I'm a cat though...) I'll even do you the honors of commenting you back, if I can be linked to your own blog.
Did anyone see Live Free, Die Hard? That movie was actually really good. ^^
Have a great time in the new year! Don't let your guard down around suspicious people in top hats with British accents and capes, with strange black and white swirly spirals for eyes... @.@ Hehe. Woot!
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